hard times

times hard enough to make me do nothing. I can see myself without a job in another 30 days and i am not working hard enough! ! ! and you know what .. the working hard part... towards WHAT? do I work hard? towards .net lame internship, development lil-lesser-lame internship, IT intern lamest-of-all internship, or this job which has all what i ve learnt... all wat i wish to learn .. and all i want is internship fuck do i care about converting it to full time ! !